Its Me & You

I love her since I first saw in 11th class of COMMERCE....She was smiling and when I turned around I just fall in love with her...But it tooks long 6 monts to talk for the first time with her...She talked me first in the school's HALF YEARLY EXAM....When I proposed her, she accepted it happily...But next day she told me that she loves me but as a friend only...When I heard this, my heart broke into thousands of pieces..But i say nothing to her...I thought that one day she will love me as my lover...One day she cried for me in the class..Everyone was asking from me that why she was crying..But the reality was I was also not knowing that why she was crying...But next day she told me that she was crying for me only...When we passed the 11th class and came to the new class, she was totally a changed girl...She didn't take any notice of me and not even talked me..I feel very bad...Slowly & gradually,she started ignoring me...And I was still not knowing the reasong of her ignoring..I didn't say anything to her...One day I asked from her friend why she is ignoring me...Her friend told me that "YOU HAD SAID TO EVERYONE THAT YOU HAD KISSED HER"...When I heard this I was very much shocked..I was not hoping this type end of my love...On his b'day I sent a gift to her through my friend..After 5-6 days she returned my gift in the class in front of every classmates of mine...This time also I said nothing to her...I thought and felt that she is very much happy without me...I am spoling her happiness...Since that day I had stopped talking to her..One of the most lovely thing was her SMILE...Evertime when I saw her, automatically a smile comes to my lips..But since then, I had never laughed from my heart...I have a fake smile till now...I miss you..And still loves you with my deep heart... :-(